Wednesday, July 20, 2005


My compulsory pic of the day was taken from the esplanade. quite blurry. if you look hard enough you may be able to spot the merlion.

A 'private number' called me yesterday. i thought it was that old weirdo who used to call and say nothing. picked it up anyway. the moment i did, i heard:" you have an overseas call..." and i got so damn excited. i was reallyreally very excited, tapping my fingers to the few seconds of connection until i heard the familiar hello. whee i have an overseas call ~!! ^-^

Hmmm why do i get so excited over a call?

Today a 'private number' called me again. "gasp my call again?!?" but it was another weirdo who couldn't be bothered to say 'sorry wrong number' and hung up. pui.

Hmmms i miss having you around.

Ok enough of my senseless ramblings.

I've always thought of myself as a very average person with a very average life. wonderful things rarely happen to me. i've also never encountered any much unfortunate events in my life. it's just... oh.. liddat loh. very normal.

Perhaps i wished i was prettier so that i could have my way more often than not (opps =P). or nerdier so that i could make it to medicine school. or richer so that i could afford more of life's luxuries.

Oh wells.

But at least i made it to university. i'm not so hideous that everyone wants to stay away. i'm not living in poverty. so when i feel grouchy again i could remind myself of the less fortunate people.

I guess... that the key to happiness is contentment. pairs hilton could be smarter but she thought she's already very smart so that's enough for her. when i'm contented with what i have i'm really much happier. but the truth is most of the time i'm not. but when life starts afresh in university, i shall try to put the pieces back again and have a clearer view of what i really want in my life.



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