Sunday, August 21, 2005
Let me tell you about something which i cannot stand. that is people sms-ing me every few hours to ask me "what are you doing now?" "where are you now?" "what are you doing later?" "how's your lunch?" etcetc stuff like that. i dunno what's my problem. i just suddenly have a problem with people doing that.
Neither do i like people sms-ing me for the whole day in the form of a super long conversational kinda thing that ends with good night today and good morning the next and the next and the next and it continues and continues forever. i used to do that with people but i'm no longer like that.
At first i thought maybe it's cos i'm in a bitchy mood. i just get pissed with every single thing. but then i start to realise in whichever situation i'm in, i'll still tend to get at least a little bit irritated.
I know people just wanna shower me with some heartfelt care and concern. and i'm very grateful for that. maybe once or twice a day is ok... or during special occasions it's ok... but every few hours... is too much. i feel much obliged to reply every sms and somehow i feel very trapped and restricted. as though there is an extra responsibility on my part to tell you what i'm doing every few hours.
Am i being an ingrate here?
Maybe it'll be different if it's my boyfriend. but i highly doubt so.
On the other hand, i've been like that before. i've been someone who needs to sms people every few hours during my most depressed and lonely days. i knew i was being an obsessive pest but... i just needed people around me. needed some care and concern. so... that would be a different case right? hence i wouldn't mind if people are doing this in such a situation cos i'll totally understand.
I'm no longer the kind who needs to sms or receive sms-es from my boyfriend every few hours. i dunno what caused the change in me. maybe i've become more independent. or perhaps i've just become more occupied with things.
It's a good thing right? at least i know he would be glad.
Ok happier things now. i scored a soccer goal in IBG! muahahaha... it's not really a real goal lah... it was during the penalty shoot-out. our final game. my kick was one of the 2 that brought us the win! damn exciting can!
IBG that is the inter-block games. didn't really expect to go away with the top spot cos all along we hadn't been strong in soccer. whoa but we made it! incredible. we third floor girls can upgrade from being bronze girls to golden girls already k. hahaha...
I'm damn hao lian lah! it's not everyday that you get to score to win ok... wahahahahahaha....we are number ONE in girls soccer!!
Team eguanas gogogogogogogo.....
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