Thursday, August 25, 2005
Wah! i'm damn xian now lah. my readings are all like lagging like xiao can. and hardly prepare for tutorials one. too many things to do. like laundry and cleaning up of room. damn xian can. i can't stand the dust. and got so many IBG trainings and games. already never go for all still so busy. what happen to my resolve in being a mugger. xianz diao.
Above is my whining in lousy english. if you've noticed, although i speak lousy english all the time, i still try hard to blog good english so that it'll be easier on the eye. i just felt like blogging some of my conversational english today.
Hmms i don't really have any subject on my mind to blog about today. but usually after i make a statement like that i'll start to blog some nonsensical rubbish which irritates people. so let's think of something important to talk about tonight.
Ah ha! my birthday should be quite important. it's tomorrow you see. thus tomorrow marks the 1st anniversary of my SINGLE status! (please don't ask me why).
One of the things that i've noticed about most of my friends... is that once they were attached before, then break up, it'll only be a matter of a few months before they get attached again. in fact i can't think of any friend i know right now who has remained single for more than one year after breaking up (ok i'm sure there are just that i can't think of any names right now).
Which could imply the attached status as being the preferred one after comparison?
They don't like to remain single?
Are they lonely?
I've remained single for one year already! can you do it?? can You? can yOu? can yoU?? wahahaha!! i can lick my elbow! can you do it??!
Hence as you can see, i've made no point or whatsoever in whatever i've written above. it's not meant to mean anything at all. i mean it when i said i've got no particular subject on my mind. jinling can remain single for life for who cares if she'll never meet any good guy who loves her whom she loves back.
Ladidadida.
Note: i don't think people will usually commemorate a one-year anniversary of the single status. but this special occasion simply coincides with my birthday.
I dunno if i've completely gotten over it. sometimes i think i did... but there would be certain moments when i can't help but still think back. about what it could have been. maybe you're not supposed to get over it. you just move on.
But i'm very grateful to him... for letting me go. for releasing me to search for someone else who will truly deserve my love. so i only wish that he'll remain happy always too.
I wanna be happy too. somebody reading this quick do something to make me happy tomorrow. i hate turning 19. i've come to a point of time when women hate birthdays cos it implies that they're aging.
Ok i don't hate my birthday. but it's a day for me to reflect on what i've been doing for the past year (no i don't do that on 31st decembers). and for this year... there's nothing in particular that i'm proud of.
The day will also remind me that i'm older now and age is no longer an excuse for my incompetence in handling certain tasks.
What a damn yawning entry. *yawns i'm going to sleep. lights off now.
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