Sunday, September 11, 2005

Everything wants a part of me! studies/kr choir/other hall stuff/friends/family/sleep etcetc i don't have enough time. so why am i spending my precious time whining here???

While blogging i can hear my readings screaming for my attention.


I feel so tired sometimes. tired of putting up a front. tired of smiling and trying to look happy and friendly to people. i mean i really wanna be friendly to people. but sometimes i don't feel too friendly but i still have to try to be friendly. know what i mean?

The friends i make in school could be so superficial. 90% of them don't really give a damn i'm sure.

SO political! SO competitive! SO superficial!

I'm constantly aware of how much my hall mates are and how little i am. honestly, most of them not only excel in studies. they can play handball basketball soccer swim run hop jump THEN they can sing play piano dance AND be super sociable at the same time. THEN they are some president or chair of some club/team/committee simultaneously. so what am i doing here?? qingyou picked the wrong person in man.

Not that i'll just continue being a slug. i can only try my best to achieve more. with low capabilities you'll only be looked down upon.


I love the people in E block. i really do. although i might not totally agree with the way they run things. therefore i hate to see some of my friends unhappy with the block. i hate to hear things like : "i wanna move to other blocks." it makes me sad. boohoo.

I sound so woeful. woe is me. bOO! i miss my old friends. but i have so little time for them.


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